Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Shiv...

...is leaving for Hyderabad on Oct 23. It sounds as if there is a lot of time for her to leave but its not. When I got to know of this last night, I thought Oct 23 is just around the corner.

It was only y'day that I was thinking about not meeting her for so long and I kind of made my mind that no what I'll meet her tomorrow. Then suddenly I get a call from Shiv and she tells me of this Grand news!

It was weird. I expereinced a mix of all emotions. I was happy for the change and opportunity she is getting and just after few seconds I was sad that she would be leaving. The first thing I ask is when will she come back for chutti and she managed to smile and say I still have to leave for that!

But I will miss her a lot...and whoever knows me knows this. I had a difficult time controlling my emotional breakdown...don't know for how long would I manage to do that.

We promised that we'd spend most of the time together till she goes. But what we do know is that no matter howmuch time we spend together, it can't and just can't make up for the vacuum that is building and will continue to build when she goes. I could still manage to be fine coz I would be sorrounded with people...people I know..people who are close to me, but she would be left alone to deal with it and I hate to even think about that. I hope we manage to do fine and sail through this...

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Updating Events

A lot of things have happened since my last post. The guilt of not posting finally took on me and here I am scribbling some stuff don’t know what shape it will finally take :o)

A lot has happened during this long time of no-post.

  1. Our all gal gang enjoyed our outings together to the fullest! As usual, it was a mixture of all emotions.

  2. I drove a lot! Believe me it was really a lot. Thanks to mom and her outings :o)

  3. Celebrated Independence Day at work with the Kite decoration Competition. It was fun unlike it might sound. Well, to be honest, any event, which required running around and people fighting to be number one, is fun!

  4. Attended a friends wedding and met new friends at the same time. Well, for a change I did a decent enough job of looking pretty ;-)

  5. Went on a shopping spree and bought some short-skirts, which I am still waiting for the ‘right’ occasion to wear :-p

  6. Saw Madagascar, an ok movie. I guess I would rate it equal to Ice Age. Still an animated movie after a long time is most welcome!

  7. Dealed with some tensions, both work-related and personal. Have managed to find a reason to smile and be happy about in the middle of all the tensions, which made me realize a lot of things and admire the ways of life…unlike my previous post :-p

  8. Tried Goggle Earth and located my home and other friends’ homes. It was real fun!

  9. Did what I am best at…driving people crazy! Both at home and at work. At home, Bhai accompanies me, at times, he himself is my victim, and at work, Rishi seems to be doing this job really well.

  10. Waiting for things to more such things to happen!